Sunday, August 16, 2009

My Magic World, My CIFLE

One day I decided conquest fear of English. So I write an application for CIFLE. I want be a great teacher. When I knew that I can learning English in CIFLE, I was very happy and worried about that. And I talk to me "Congratulations! You succeed in the entrance to CIFLE." And I shouted "Hurrah." But I didn't know about CIFLE's life in detail. I prepared English but I didn't have much time about English.

Now I regretted that I wasted time before. That day the alphabet was flying in the sky. At last when I arrived at CIFLE, I was very embarrassed because my English ability. From the moment that I step on first step, my mouth is frozen. I can not speak a word.

One instructor said to me "If you don't understand, ask them." But I couldn't hear his voice. Just I can only saw his face with silent. I already knew that mean but didn't hear. The sensation of fear I felt on the first day I can not forget now. I needed many time for that I adapt his voice. Now, I can understand and hear his lecture more than before.

I often did a foolish thing or talk foolish. My mouth and my body could not control strangely. Whenever I was presentation or I spoke, my head becomes white paper. I taught 'I must escape from this hell', 'what can I do?' I had been a strong earthquake during the lesson. But I didn't want to give up. So I studied very hard everyday and every weekend for I didn't want to be a fool. The flowers of books came into bloom in the room everyday. But I can't speak English well. Every that time I forgot my confident little by little. I knew that English can not conquer easily but my mind was impatient. But CIFLE give to me second turning point of my life.

CIFLE help me as can know little more myself, how should study English and I informed method and direction. I will be a teacher that I can understand student. I was very much lacking student in CIFLE. Remembered my class children and I could understand their mind. Is how gloomy and was it difficult? I was sorry that I talked to them before.

CIFLE has tight schedule only we can study about English. And also we should think in English. I will form a habit that. I will think in English and I speak in English as possible as. I realized and learned many things through the instructor's attitude about lecture. Among them Angie was the best. I will remember her teaching method. She was very comfortable and she had open mind. She made a very impression on me. Of course also Chris. He was very charismatic and thorough. His teaching of method was interesting and effective. But his mind closed so I could not talk with him easily. I can't forget life of CIFLE. Now I will stick on the album by one memory. Next time, when we meet by accident, I hope to greet gladly. Thank you for your teaching! Have a happy day always!

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